Post by ricci on Oct 11, 2011 1:12:46 GMT -5
So I will still be here, and I will still do my best to post in plot threads and stuff, but the fact is, I doubt I will manage to for a while until things get settled. My head's been buzzing from all the stress.
1. Beta's dog died about 2 or 3 weeks ago.
2. The dog that Beta dogsits? We found out he died, too.
3. I ran out of my anti-anxiety medication.
4-7. Panic attacks.
8. Wednesday October 5th, there was quite literally a crazed gunman in Beta's neighborhood. And was on lockdown. From 7:45am until after 8pm.
9. On Thursday, Allman was killed (the gunman), but I didn't get the news until much later, so I was still stressing.
10-12. Panic attacks.
13. On Friday, Beta and I had a huge fight over nothing because of the stress, and that still is bothering me.
14. On Saturday, in another local city, there was another shooting. One of Beta's neighbors was actually there (in spite of being 30 minutes away from home), and was shot and killed.
15. Today, I found that out, and so did Beta.
16. I missed four days of class, two exams, and several homework assignments. So. Yeah.
The Good News: Dana, Beta, my parents, and other people are kicking my ass to call my shrink, so hopefully I'll call him. Also, I do have some meds that were found, so they'll hold me off for a bit.
The other good news is that my instructors are really understanding.
Anyways, I will still be here and online, but if I am not posting, please understand that is the reason why. Also, I do understand that as Candidate Master I have IC responsibilities, but frankly, I don't feel up to them in the slightest at the moment. If Spore would allow, I still want to hold on to the position, but if someone wants to take up the position while S'rus is on sick-leave, then I'm on board with that. I just am not up to it right now. I'm just glad that on Libertas, my lessons are pre-planned out already.
1. Beta's dog died about 2 or 3 weeks ago.
2. The dog that Beta dogsits? We found out he died, too.
3. I ran out of my anti-anxiety medication.
4-7. Panic attacks.
8. Wednesday October 5th, there was quite literally a crazed gunman in Beta's neighborhood. And was on lockdown. From 7:45am until after 8pm.
9. On Thursday, Allman was killed (the gunman), but I didn't get the news until much later, so I was still stressing.
10-12. Panic attacks.
13. On Friday, Beta and I had a huge fight over nothing because of the stress, and that still is bothering me.
14. On Saturday, in another local city, there was another shooting. One of Beta's neighbors was actually there (in spite of being 30 minutes away from home), and was shot and killed.
15. Today, I found that out, and so did Beta.
16. I missed four days of class, two exams, and several homework assignments. So. Yeah.
The Good News: Dana, Beta, my parents, and other people are kicking my ass to call my shrink, so hopefully I'll call him. Also, I do have some meds that were found, so they'll hold me off for a bit.
The other good news is that my instructors are really understanding.
Anyways, I will still be here and online, but if I am not posting, please understand that is the reason why. Also, I do understand that as Candidate Master I have IC responsibilities, but frankly, I don't feel up to them in the slightest at the moment. If Spore would allow, I still want to hold on to the position, but if someone wants to take up the position while S'rus is on sick-leave, then I'm on board with that. I just am not up to it right now. I'm just glad that on Libertas, my lessons are pre-planned out already.