Post by eightbit on Sept 9, 2011 0:32:46 GMT -5
He wasn't lost. He really wasn't. Temaeis just wasn't used to the Weyr layout yet. After all, the move from Cliff Hold to Solace Weyr was a disorienting one, so really he a perfectly legitimate reason to get a little turned around, right? He looked back at the Candidate Barracks that he'd come from, and looked around for the correct direction that led him to the Dining Hall, which he'd been shown to before. So- shardit, why was he having this much difficulty? Had he gone past it already? What kind of wherryhead got lost in a big open space like this anyway?
He shook his head a little as an embarrassed chide to himself. Raising his head again, he caught sight of the corrals in the distance and couldn't keep his mind from thinking of home. And of course, that just made him even more frustrated with himself. He was pretty much a man, in the Weyr for a great opportunity- he wasn't about to sit around and sigh and get homesick, especially not after just a few days. That would be pathetic. Almost as pathetic as wandering aimlessly around the weyrbowl.
The young man tried to keep up the appearance of knowing exactly what he was doing and being completely sure of himself despite his inner debate. There were probably plenty in the Weyr, though, who had seen his type before- poor holderboy with that somewhat bewildered look in his eye no matter how nonchalant he tried to seem. Though it suddenly hit Temaeis that just standing there wasn't exactly helping his charade. He took a few steps in whatever direction he had been heading... maybe. It took him a moment to decide whether he was even correct about that. But then again, if he was heading in the wrong direction once again, then he probably looked even more foolish than just standing there. So after a few steps he just stopped again and once again tried to act completely natural. He'd meant to do that whole starting and stopping thing.
...Oh who was he kidding? If anyone was watching him, they probably thought he was a complete idiot by now. He was afraid to check if there was anyone around paying attention to him. Maybe he could just wait for another candidate to walk by, he recognized a few of their faces, and if he had any luck they would be heading for food as well. If not... well he would figure this out somehow. Somehow that didn't involve asking, because then he would just look silly. Real men didn't ask for directions. And he wasn't lost anyway (or so he told himself once again) and just needed a moment to remember the way. He would be fine then, and in the meantime? He would just stand here. In the middle of the weyrbowl. Just like he meant to.
His shoulders sagged after a moment. "...Aw Faranth, I'm an idiot," he muttered to himself.
And the whole train of thought began again. If Temaeis was half as good with directions as he was with putting himself down, he would have had a full belly and been back at his cot by now.
He shook his head a little as an embarrassed chide to himself. Raising his head again, he caught sight of the corrals in the distance and couldn't keep his mind from thinking of home. And of course, that just made him even more frustrated with himself. He was pretty much a man, in the Weyr for a great opportunity- he wasn't about to sit around and sigh and get homesick, especially not after just a few days. That would be pathetic. Almost as pathetic as wandering aimlessly around the weyrbowl.
The young man tried to keep up the appearance of knowing exactly what he was doing and being completely sure of himself despite his inner debate. There were probably plenty in the Weyr, though, who had seen his type before- poor holderboy with that somewhat bewildered look in his eye no matter how nonchalant he tried to seem. Though it suddenly hit Temaeis that just standing there wasn't exactly helping his charade. He took a few steps in whatever direction he had been heading... maybe. It took him a moment to decide whether he was even correct about that. But then again, if he was heading in the wrong direction once again, then he probably looked even more foolish than just standing there. So after a few steps he just stopped again and once again tried to act completely natural. He'd meant to do that whole starting and stopping thing.
...Oh who was he kidding? If anyone was watching him, they probably thought he was a complete idiot by now. He was afraid to check if there was anyone around paying attention to him. Maybe he could just wait for another candidate to walk by, he recognized a few of their faces, and if he had any luck they would be heading for food as well. If not... well he would figure this out somehow. Somehow that didn't involve asking, because then he would just look silly. Real men didn't ask for directions. And he wasn't lost anyway (or so he told himself once again) and just needed a moment to remember the way. He would be fine then, and in the meantime? He would just stand here. In the middle of the weyrbowl. Just like he meant to.
His shoulders sagged after a moment. "...Aw Faranth, I'm an idiot," he muttered to himself.
And the whole train of thought began again. If Temaeis was half as good with directions as he was with putting himself down, he would have had a full belly and been back at his cot by now.